etmien

I'm scared of the ticking of the clock. I'm scared of death. I'm scared of getting fat. I'm scared of cancer. I'm scared of never being able to talk to you. I'm scared of never trusting myself. I'm scared of never being able to show my friends how much I love them. I'm scared of never feeling completely happy. I'm scared of failing. I'm scared of feeling happy because I always think something bad is going to happen if I do. I'm scared of being disliked. I'm scared of caring so much about being disliked. I'm scared of falling asleep 'cause I may not wake up. I'm scared of getting sick. I'm scared of regrets. I'm scared that I will regret things I never did. I'm scared of getting old. I'm scared of not having anything to look forward to. I'm scared of fucking things up. I'm scared of letting people in. I'm scared of making the wrong choices. And most of all, I'm scared of being so scared.